The Chariot’s CONFESSION number TEN

It's not my style to ask an APOLOGY.

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number NINE

When I am so so SILENT, that means I am so so MAD!

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number EIGHT

That I have a sexmate who is already married and has kids. And whenever I meet his wife or daughters, damn, this blood-guilt in my veins are really killing me softly. I tried to stop our affair but he wants me so badly.

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number SEVEN

That I look like that I am mad always but truthfully, I am just playing my facial expressions. I love watching the reactions of people, especially if I am angry.

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number SIX

That I really hate those people who always copy my work of art without my permission and who always tries to be me! It really pissed me off!

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number FIVE

That I never fell in love to any of my ex boy friends. I committed a relationship with them because for three reasons: money, face and sex.

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number FOUR

That I really hate my previous EMPLOYER!!! Not the campus per se but to a specific person only. She has no leadership, authoritative and unpredictable.

The Chariot’s CONFESSION number THRESS

That I always think of killing all the RICH and FAMOUS in the world. I really hate them so much! Whenever I see a rich person, I am imagining how to kill him/her, like the killing methods in SAW series and HOSTEL movies. Well, you might think that I am just bitter. WHATEVER!

The Chariot’s CONFESSION Number TWO

That I really hate PENNILESS SOCIALISTS. Even you are my relative or a friend but if I found out you are a party person but at the end of the party, during pay time, and you have no money because you just anticipate that somebody will ply everything that has been ordered even no one will, GOD, I am hating you already. NO OFFENSE.

The Chariot’s CONFESSION Number ONE

That I always think about sex, EVERYDAY. Honestly, I hate it but I cannot defy of thinking about it, it completes my day specially if I whacked myself at the end of the day.

The Chariot’s Review on Gay Kamasutra

I am in Heat!
I am watching right now the Pinoy Gay Kamasutra, the most controversial gay indie film in the industry, and it really arouse me. I am serious. As of now, I can’t blog my review yet because I am totally out of words. And besides, I have a long list to blog as of this moment, especially those gay indie films that I had watched.

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The Chariot Posted Filipino Gay Movies that I’ve Watched: BOOKING

This is the fifth Pinoy gay indie film that I’ve watched and definitely I liked this movie, most especially it was starred by one of my idols in Philippines Show business Industry, Emilio Garcia. What do you expect, Emilio Garcia is good-looking and one of the finest actors in the country, so, the acting was great!

By the way, the movie was entitled Booking because these are the gays who are looking for call boys and having them as a meal. But I think nowadays, whether they are call boys or trippers, as long as you set already a schedule, that is already called Booking, believe me, I am good at this. It doesn’t mean that booking connotes money involvement because for 10 years of doing this, I haven’t tried to pay a man just for sex, everything is for free.

Go back to the movie; it’s interested in “turn of events” more than believable character actions. When the actor (Marco Morales) decides to offer his body to his manager (Emilio Garcia), the sex is generic titillation when we really would have benefited more from real emotions – the flickers of hesitation, submission, or elation. As it turns out, the movie’s agenda is to contribute yet another gay martyr in the dismal list of gay martyr movies, wherein the homosexual’s senseless demise is supposed to be the price of his pure love. I stopped buying any of its melodramatic manipulations halfway into the movie. Even the struggling actress (Mercedes Cabral, naked in many scenes) and her minor-aged brother (Charles Delgado, naked in one scene), both moonlighting as prostitutes, are prone to waxing poetic about their sorry states. There are welcome moments when the characters say something unexpected – such as when Cabral confronts Morales about whether he sleeps with his manager or most anything that comes out of Anita Linda’s mouth, as Morales’ frank grandmother – but otherwise, everyone ends up as lifeless brainless pawns in the grand design of pity.

Now, 8s ur turn to speak up!

Filipino Gay Movies that I’ve Watched: ANG LIHIM NI ANTONIO

 

This Pinoy Gay Indie Film is one of the most controversial films that I’ve watched.  Why? As what Lex Bonife said “[ito'y] para sa mga bakla, mga nagmamahal ng bakla, at nalilibugan sa mga bakla.  That’s why, I watched this movie.

When this movie was out in the cinema, right after its first day of showing, it was banned by the MTRCB because of its plot and sexual scenes. But good thing I was able to watch on its first day of showing.

Why I like this movie so much, because it happened to me as well --Incest relationship and having sex with my best friend—that is the plot all about. But in my part, my relatives didn’t catch us while we were having sex with my cousin. But in the movie, the mother of the boy caught his nephew raping his son. One anger piling up after the other, she picks up a knife and stabs the offender, ultimately killing Jonbert. Antonio, taking on his mother’s crime, admits to killing his uncle and brings with his 15 year old body a trauma that lasts a lifetime.

The lines, the plot, the script were tremendously great! Too bad I didn’t like the cinematography—poor, less penis exposure that made me sad and poor acting of the child.

But as for me, I don’t like the attitude of that 15-year-old boy, he always invite his uncle to have sex with that’s why he always gave his uncle an oral sex. Even me, if this is cyclical, then I will be sick and tired of this. That’s why, I couldn’t blame his uncle who tried to fuck him because the sensation between anus /anal and oral sex are totally different. But my god, that 15-year-old boy was fussy and kept on complaining that’s why his uncle was raping him already. If he just allowed his uncle to come inside him, both of them will reach the seventh heaven. (SIGHS)

But why is it they gave this kind of a title, because number one, his mother didn’t know that he is a gay, and number two, the public didn’t know that the real killer was his mother and not his son, Antonio just made a cover up story so that they could maintain their spotless reputation.

But the question, do you still remember when you were 15 years old?

Now, 8s ur turn to speak up!

Filipino Gay Movies that I’ve Watched: BINYAG

This Pinoy Gay Indie Film is a mediocre work of art. But since it’s a Gay film, so, I didn’t waste my time but have to watch it. It is a story of man who grew up in a far-flung area.  But since he is a fisherman, he got a great body. There were lots of scenes that he always exposed his naked body. I thought that he is totally virgin, but I was wrong because in their place, he got a chance to have sex with same sex, unless, those gays would pay him, maximum amount is 50 pesos, what do you expect, low cost of living. But to make the story short, a faux talent manager appeared in their barrio, had sex with him, offered him fame and money just to come with him to Manila, but the outcome was disaster, the protagonist was just used by different gays with the same dialogue after they have sex "pwede kang maging artista, malaki ang kargada mo, maganda ang kulay mo, barakong barako." So in the end, he didn’t get the stardom and went back to his province. The movie’s cinematography is awesome, good use of Title because it symbolizes everything about the movie, but the plot is poor. Well, it arouses not me at all but I really like to have a bed scene with the main actor, Ran Domingo.

Now, 8s ur turn to speak up!

The Chariot's Review on Filipino Gay Movies that I’ve Watched: SIKIL

What I could say after watching this movie is that, the two actors are really hot, of course, that would add a plus factor so that more Gays will be enticed to watch this movie. But what I really like here only is the CONCEPT. While I was watching to this movie, yes I admit, I was aroused specially when they were having a sex to his childhood friend, but I was really inspired and hoped that I wished I had a hot and sexy and straight childhood so that we could do what does this movie is trying to depict. But in the end, the story ended similarly to the movie “Love of Siam,” in which I really don’t like, inconsolable.

Now, 8s ur turn to speak up!

Filipino Gay Movies That I've Watched: SAGWAN

 

This is one of the great pinoy gay indie films I've watched. What I really like most in this movie is that the actors are fresh; of course, they are from a singing band. And the other aspect is that, the sex scenes usually occurred in the forest near the river, wherein I found it so exciting. I have tried doing it in the forest but not yet in the river. That is why, after watching the movie, I searched right away in the Internet if that place is really true, that the Bangkeros are trippers, just pay them 50 pesos and you can give them a blast blow. Unfortunately, I couldn’t see any info about that; probably that is part of the script. But the entire movie is great! The script is okay, the actors are yummy, the sex scenes are very hot, and the cinematography is clear.

Now, 8s ur turn to speak up!

I Love A Bit of Skin, It Rouse ME

Why is it, if its man who gets laid, they called super macho, but if its woman, is slut.

That means there is no really egalitarianism even in sex.

However, even there is no fairness in sex, but still, I care not.

I know that A BIT OF SKIN is harming me but without it, I STARVED.

Prior to this blog, I made a statement that I knew why I couldn’t stand for a steady relationship, and lots of people asked me why however, I would just answer them “I don’t know.”

But now, I know the answer of what causes why I can’t stand on a stead relationship, because, I found myself UNRECOGNIZABLE if am tied to somebody.

I need to be ALONE.

I want to be a VAGABOND.

I have to enjoy my life while I am still young.

Probably, people can’t understand me, and I hate that.

Among others, they want to firk me and I like that. But it hurts because I am GAY, they don’t pay attention yet they scoffed at me.

However, I realized, I have to take advantage of my life while I am still young before I feel regret.

THIS IS ME.

I may LOOK STUPID but the ugly and the stupid have the best of it in this world. They can sit at their ease and gape at the play. If they know nothing of victory, they are at least spared the knowledge of defeat.

Now, 8s ur turn to speak up!